In Liverpool and i'm tired

Of doing nothing.

Well not exactly nothing. i've hit a few clubs and been drinking like crazy. (Beer here is dirt cheap. drinking water is definitely more expensive)
But what i'm really tired of is that I'm supposed to be busy doing my mountain-high pile of assignments, starting from the Audience essay to my mini thesis, but yet I'm still doing nothing worthwhile. Add that to seeing a few hardworking people around me surround themselves with books and journals is quite the tension. And i really hate tension moments and pressure, unless its pressure that i give myself.

In a nutshell, i'm somewhat de-motivated and de-spirited. Which is not helped at all by that crappy marks i got for my first module assignments which saw me barely get a 2.2 grade. Instead of trying to pick myself up, all i've been doing thus far is complain complain complain. Totally unbecoming. especially for a sore loser such as me.

But on a brighter note, life here at Liverpool has been great. Maybe a lil too great, too comfy. And since i'm of the JR background back at TARC, which is really small and kinda non-noticeable, i really like it that i get to mix with a bunch of other people. and there has really been a bunch a cool and awesome people to lepak with.

Don't really miss home by the way, but i really do miss my D2Y gang. damn.

Anyways, i guess i should i hit the bed. 2.30am already and my plan is to read up on backlog work tomorrow. Don't know whether i'll be uploading pictures or not cas most of it are on Facebook already.

so yeh, short post. thats about it.